Most people who know me, know that I am a very sensitive person. I am sensitive to the needs of others, to other's feelings, and often get my feelings hurt, because I am too trusting. But, to most of my friends, being sensitive, is why they like me. Recently, I have been too trusting of some people, and have had my feelings deeply hurt. For instance, if you are going to have a get together with "all of the friends" and I am NOT invited, and you don't want me to find out, then DON'T blog about it, when you know I read your blog! This just recently happened to me (AGAIN), and the "excuse" I was given for not being told about it/being invited, is because " I knew you were going to react this way whether I told you about the get together before or after it happened." Having said this, there is now a whole group of blogs, I will no longer be reading, because I figure, if I don't know what I'm NOT invited to, I won't get hurt anymore, and I've deleted these same people from my Facebook. You can't call me "friend", and then treat me this way. Pete's so right, blogging is like Facebook, it's "out there" for the world to see, and unless you have a private blog or have your settings on Facebook set to ultra private, you really have to be careful/sensitive to others.

On Monday, Pete was downsized from his job at The Honda Way. He is eligible for E.I. and after talking with the guy in charge of our benefit package, we are now covered til the end of the month. The economy has been SO bad, that people are just not buying vehicles. Pete LOVED his job there, and loves selling, but has decided to accept training, if E.I. offers it. He would like to get out of sales, but having said that, he would still like to open up another collectable's shop. We are praying and asking God with open hearts, to provide employment for Pete, WHEREVER He wants us to be. That could mean a move, or training for something TOTALLY different, but we are ready for whatever God has planned for us. It's kind of exciting (?) to see what will happen. We are also looking for a different church to attend, so this all might be part of God's big plan for us. Pete's brother Dave has mentioned a couple of employment opportunities for Pete, in Calgary, and my in-laws have mentioned some opportunities available in 100 Mile House. We're just keeping all of our options open right now, until God leads us to where He wants us to be. As you know, Pete is a VERY private person. I would appreciate if you would not say anything to him at this time, but let him bring it up. We ask that you pray along side of us, that God's will would be done. Thanks.

Due to some recent happenings, I have decided to make my blog private again.

Last year, I decided to filter thru my friends and decide which ones are actually friends, and which ones where really just acquaintances. Looks like it's time to do that again. A true friend will want to spend time with you, not make excuses why they can't. After just losing two good friends, to death, it has really made me aware of who my REAL friends actually are. This is all in keeping with my goal of trying to spend time with one girlfriend a week. So, if you don't hear from me, it's just that you have been put on the acquaintance list. I don't have a lot of energy, and the energy I DO have, is saved for friends who actually want to spend time with me. I'm not going to waste what little energy I have, trying to pin people down for coffee anymore.

BIG CHANGES!!!!!

This is Pete's current car: 75' Chevelle Malibu. He just sold it , and is getting this....

'70 Ford Grabber Maverick! This is his "dream car". It was the first car (not this exact one) that he ever owned. He has wanted a Maverick, ever since I have known him :)

Another BIG CHANGE, is that I am going back to work, part time. I have been offered work, doing respite care, for my friends' special needs foster son. He is 22, blind, hearing impaired, and is unable to speak. This would be occasional evenings and some weekends. I have also been offered a few care aide positions, that I am looking into. I am excited to be going back into the work force! It's nice to be needed, and the extra money, will really help out :)

Psalm 23 (The Message)
Psalm 23

God, my shepherd! I don't need a thing. You have bedded me down in lush meadows, you find me quiet pools to drink from. True to your word, you let me catch my breath and send me in the right direction. Even when the way goes through Death Valley, I'm not afraid when you walk at my side. Your trusty shepherd's crook makes me feel secure. You serve me a six-course dinner right in front of my enemies. You revive my drooping head; my cup brims with blessing. Your beauty and love chase after me every day of my life. I'm back home in the house of God for the rest of my life.

2008 Wrap Up Meme

What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before? married my best friend

Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I don’t make them, I have just made a GOAL to get together once a week with one gal pal.

Did anyone close to you give birth? no

Did anyone close to you die? I lost a dear friend on Dec. 30th/08

What countries did you visit? chemoland. Kinda like Disneyland, but none of the rides are fun, and they make you nauseated and make your hair fall out! LOL!

What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008? energy and good health

What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory? Jan 4th. My wedding day

What was your biggest achievement of the year? getting married! LOL!

What was your biggest failure? having to start Interferon

Did you suffer illness or injury? yes.......that whole pesky cancer thing

What was the best thing you bought? anything I bought for Pete. It always makes him smile, when I buy him something. He gets all giddy like a kid...LOL!

Whose behavior merited celebration? my family, and my husband

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? can't say, not sure if she reads my blog

Where did most of your money go? bills

What did you get really, really, really excited about? our summer reception

What song will always remind you of 2008? All Summer Long by Kid Rock

Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? happier, thinner or fatter? fatter, richer or poorer? poorer

What do you wish you’d done more of? scrapbooked

What do you wish you’d done less of? chemo, sleeping

How did you spend christmas? at my sister in laws with my husbands family

Did you fall in love in 2008? every day

How many one-night stands? NONE! I'm married to my best friend!

What changes did you make to “green up” your lifestyle? I didn't really...eeks!

What was your favorite tv show? Grey's Anatomy

Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? hate? hate is a strong word. I don't HATE anyone. There are just certain people I don't like.

What was the best book you read? Dean Koontz

What was your greatest musical discovery? hmm.......don't know

What did you want and get? unconditional love from my husband

What did you want and not get? skinnier faster

What was your favorite film of this year? there were lots

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? went to dinner with hubby and turned 35

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? having more energy and less nausea and aches after chemo

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008? chemo casual :)

What kept you sane? God, Pete, Paxil, morphine, injectable Gravol, LOTS of prayer

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Mark Wahlberg ! YUMMY (and yes my hubby knows of my crush) LOL!

What political issue stirred you the most?the presidential election, though that was more of a circus then an issue

Whom did you miss? as always, my baby Emily, and my gramma Krahn

Who was the best new person you met? Cindy and Tessa

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:this is your life, right now. this is what you get. stop preparing for “someday” and start living it the way you want to now.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. "What a Wonderful World"

tag five people to post their answers to this 2008 wrap-up meme: I tag:

Larina
Sonya
Betsy
Joan
Carolyn S.